091410, <3
We will have our differences from time to time, when we would argue & not agree w/ or on something, when we would jst trip over little things, when we feel like things jst changed. But no matter how things have changed, either for good or bad, I’m glad we got each other & GIVING UP IS NEVER EVER AN OPTION to us. Yes, we will have those moments or times when we feel like we need space, but we’re doing that for our own self & letting our self loose, cus c’mon, we’re not even married yet & I’m wid him everyday or I see him everyday, like there’s no tomorrow.. Like uhhh, I guess every relationship need some air to breathe, HAH. I know, we’ve been arguing alot lately, but I rather have those ugly moments w/ him than be happy wid someone else. I’m so thankful and bless to have a man like him in my life. There’s never a time when he wouldn’t try or do something for me. HE’S ALWAYS, ALWAYS, trying to prove to me that he loves me and cares about me. The little things he does & even the big things, I appreciate it the most. THIS GUY HAS DONE ALOT MORE FOR ME THAN ANYONE (except my family ;P) lol. Honest to God, we’ve had more good GREAT/HAPPY times than bad times, tho. & I am proudly to say, I HAVE THE BEST BOYFRIEND I CAN EVER ASK FOR, amen. I love my bub, my babe, my other half, my bestfriend, my MAN. <3 &he completes me..
Once upon a time… I remember years ago, I was totally a different person. Well, we all know everyone changes. But from remembering how I was, it makes me question, WHAT HAPPENED? But whatever happened back then, I have no regrets. Cus I learned to be on my own, opening up to others, realizing world doesn’t revolve around me but still won’t give two fucks about no one that shows no love & respect, I learned to love myself before loving someone else, trusting my OWN parents to let me grow up, & I LEARNED TO LIVE LIFE.
I love my life, been loving every single bits of it. No matter what sht I have to go thru, I’m thankful for THE MAN above for blessing me wid the best family & the best boyfriend <3
As time passed by, I got closer to my family. Yes, we do have moments when we HELLA HATE each other or things get heated, but no matter what, I know they’re the ones I got til the end.
091410; My boyfriend, I am inlove wid this boooyyy -KJN. I cannot go a day without seeing him, even he can’t ;P He will do his best jst to see me, even jst for 10 mins. Mmm, everything about him I LOVE. From the start, he showed me he’s true self & he is the reason why I learned to love myself and just be me. Before, I was scared of being committed with a guy, getting too attached, being myself in front of someone I like/had feelings for. But wid him, I AM JUST MYSELF. I love doing everything wid him, even if jst laying down in bed for daaayz, I LOVE BEING WID HIM. His suprises, gifts, kisses, hugs, tears, smile, laughs, presence, the way he talks, the way he raps, the way he sings, the way he yells or cusses AT ME(lol), how he txts me what he’s doing everytime I’m not wid him, helping wid every situations I go thru, how he tries his best jst to make me happy, OUR PROMISES, & EVERY. SINGLE. THING. truelove for this kid yo’
As for myself, I’m about to graduate highschool. Even if I’ve been the laziest I have ever been, I still try to do ‘okay’ in school. Got two jobs. YEAAAH, I’m not a motherfucking spoiled brat, I actually pay for my bills and save up for a car. I am licensed but sadly no car :( I’m happy and 18, haha.
#rant: OH and I don’t front or be stuck up(atleast not ALL THE TIME). I don’t say this or that and act like I never said this or that -likeyougetit. I may not be blunt but I sure do know the difference between being blunt AND being just plain rude. Being a bitch or being called a bitch IS NOT ALWAYS A GOOD THING tho yaknow? Yawwwp.
KBAI ;)
Since Im bored outta my mind right now, I decided to blog bout some things. I havent updated my tumblr in hellla hella long, hah.
Family - Allll good. Its been a week and a half since Mariellah was born! (: The cutest baby besides Mickaaa, heh ;P Looove my babies<3 Things wid Mama are going alright, we’ve had our ups & downs lately, like always. I still hate & love my dad. Me and sister are cooool, missing my brother :( I cant wait to see him tho!! Then, brother-in-law is bout to get a job, finalllly! Overall, everything’s alright, Thank youuu to the MAN above.
Friends - Can’t ask for anything more. I like how things are right now. Some I might have drifted apart from, some I have gotten closer wid, some I miss & love, some I needa catch up & chilll wid, & some I’m jst whatever wid. Yeee!
School - NO D’S OR F’S (((: Easy ass classes. 2nd-5th basically. Repro is jst like every other day, whoooo!! Love my econ & jazz class<333 mhm.
Work - Ever since school started, I only get 10 hours a week which is okay, not bad nor good. Last week, I got 2 interviews, Kohls & Ghirardelli. Sooo .. guess who got a seasonal job @ GHIRARDELLI, meee!! (: Yay for chocolates, mmm. I’m pretty content.
Boyfriend - I LOVE LOVE LOVE HIM<3 The guy who I’m always spending time wid. The guy who I cannot get tired of. The guy that my family approves of & like/love. The guy who always reassure me that I’m his one & only. The guy who never fails to put a smile on my face & to make me laugh. The guy who gets me mad cus he thinks its sexy. The guy who brings out the best in me. The guy who’ve seen my bad side. The guy who’s always there for me, but ofcourse, I still gotta be Ms. Independent. HAHA. The guy who always get out of his way, jst to prove sht to me. The guy that ppl might think of as a “dumbass” BUT TO ME, he’s the best<3 2months(well to him, its 4months) and still going. THAS WSUP!
General - Im one happy girl! I might have been thru the worst sht once in awhile but I learned that life goes on & I should too. I AM BLESSED.
(via nkbrj, fuckyeahgreatshit)
Waaaah
summer ‘10
Thank you for treating me good. One of the best summers I’ve had!
Work DID took over my summer but I didn’t let it get in the way of having time for myself and others. I got to chill wid different people on different days. I didn’t “party” at all. I got asked so many times but I wasn’t down for it, :P Meeting new people, learning new things and becoming more mature about some situations. I love how I got to spend more time wid my family. I’m glad I’m closer to them now. I can definitely open up to my mom more. Not giving a fuck about my dad, cus yeah, I hate him. My family knows bout the sht I did before.. I was embarrased of them finding out but proud to know that I don’t got nothing to hide behind their back nomore. And for last but not least, having my bub :) <3 He’s someone that I definitely wanted my family to meet. I’m glad my parents like him, hehh! I basically spent half of my summer being wid him or seeing him everyday. We’ve been thru some situations .. that ONLY HE can deal wid. I blame it on my gayasss dome. Hmm, we never went on a date before tho, cus I told him I don’t do that sht, haha. BUT all the suprises, they were the cutest! KJN ftw! :))<33 OHYEAH, I got my permit ^___^
Well now that school’s here, no more late night out on weekdays :( Jst skul, work, and prolly being wid bub or seeing him for a bit.. We’ll see how this goes!
(via loveexmelissa, dearelizabeth)
